Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Devistation

Well, the day could have gone better that's for sure. I talked with my man for awhile this evening about how much I truly wanted to know beyond a doubt that he loved me and wanted me. I didn't get the enthusiastic answers that I wanted to and I am still fairly confused under it all. Has forced me to see how much stress I really am under right now.

I really don't know what to do. Here I am a recoveing junkie/whore, a mommy, a divorcee, and feeling rather hopless.

If all I really have to offer the world is my body then they can have it I do not wish to pursue life if it is to have no goal............I only wish I could find that goal out there somwhere

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